You've found me

If I could only turn back time

2011-02-01T14:12:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I feel, after all that happened, its not worth it.

I dont think I can be the same person whom I used to be.

If I could only turn back time, and undo the things I've done. I wouldnt be feeling as miserable as I am right now.

Its better to be feeling nothing than something.

Sometimes I feel like a girl lost at sea. I wouldnt know what to do but feel afraid. If only I had someone right next to me, to support me and promised to be there for me no matter what. If only...

Living day by day, feeling nothing, seems like an ideal day for me.

Peace.

Obviously, Im an inconvenience

2011-01-24T01:09:00.003+08:00

Its so obvious nowadays that Im such an inconvenience to you. Well, point taken now. You dont have to pretend or hint to me anymore. I'm not that dumb to not notice it.

And sometimes I dont know what your friends has against me. You tell me she's like that, honestly, whats the point of being nice to someone, when someone is not nice to you. Im being frank here, who cares if she's like that. Then its too bad for her then.

And I dont know what your bestfriend has against me. I did no wrong to him, and what, he's being protective over you by treating me like this. When it comes to sharing shisha, you wanna make a big fuss out of it, so what Im not allowed to shisha? I tried staying out of trouble, I tried to laugh it off. And you have the nerve to tell me my laughing doesnt work. What fuck. Frankly, I am not comfortable at all with these people. Why should I even bother. Their your friends, not mine. I wonder them treating me like this, is a sign from them not liking me dating you? Hey if thats the case, fuck you. Are you dating me?

What fuck nonsense is this? Im not being sensitive or paranoid here. But its so obvious in what Im feeling. Well, their your friends, I wonder if one day they told you to stop seeing me. Will you? Since their such good friends of yours.

You know your friends is hurting my feelings. I dont care what you say to make an excuse that their the good guys. I dont care. Well guess what if your friends are happier that I stayed away. They got their wish.

I'll stay away.

Peace.
P.s: This applies to certain ppl only, not all.

Just a dream - Nelly

2010-11-29T16:44:00.001+08:00

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.

Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

Peace.

Space

2010-11-22T23:02:00.011+08:00

You know, its been so long since I've updated. I should be more hard working right now.

I just got back from brisbane for my summer hols, yay! Well thats not the best part, I had to take FIN204 in HELP to graduate in time. Sigh. Help sucks.

So far things has been good, nothing changed, nothing new. Except the new shopping complex UNIQLO! Here I come!

Apart from that, I cant help but feel unwanted. You know I wouldnt be feeling that way, if it wasnt for you. Fuck, I think Im being clingy! But heck care.

One of my good friend told me "If a 'guy' can make Abbie clingy, he's the one" I guess she was right. Im way opposite clingy, Im like the most arrogant bitch you'll ever meet. K.N.N.C.C.B

On a totally random note, I was joking with my friend about how I came back to KL from Brisbane, I told him I rowed a sampan back. And he told me to google map "from taiwan to china"

Here is what I've found :

Click to enlarge.

Until then.

Peace.

Brisbane

2010-09-19T21:19:00.011+08:00

Its been so *tut*ing long since I last updated my blog (Ben thinks its lame I use "tut-ing")

Well, as you know I've been busy settling down and flying across the country. I am now currently in Brisbane, Australia. Things has been pretty smooth for me, every pieces of puzzle laid down for me. And I really wanna thank God for that.

Its been hard living without my family, I've been spoon fed all my life. I still remember my dad's advise "Dont screw up, because you dont have your family there with you anymore to back you up asap" Well I guess its true. But come on how often do I get myself in trouble. ZERO! Hehe.

I'd just gone through my midterms. And I tell you, compared to HELP Uni, UQ is way harder. The best part is, its all MCQs! And you could just screw it up all so easy. 30 MCQs 70% calcualtions in 1 hour. Speak of god like paper.

The funny thing is, you dont even know what the question actually wants you to answer. I rather do a subjective paper rather than MCQs. Crazy ass.

Other than that, all is well. The thing about parties here, they divide it to 'Asian nights' and 'Guai lo nights'. Well in summary, asian and guai lo dont party together. I think its a Brisbane thing. 50% of the people here are friendly but the remainings are otherwise.

I dont blame them, because China students are not exactly the most polite and gentle people in the world. Omg let me tell you, I've experience some China student rude-ness once. It happened one day, when I was running a little late for class. And it so happened the class was full. So I took an extra chair to just join some table. So happen there was only 1 space left, which is right next to a China student. I asked her "Is it alright for me to sit with you?" She couldnt care less. She didnt move her things to make space for me, she didnt even answer me. And so with my thick face, I just sat down next to her, writting my notes on my lap. I was thinking "Oh maybe she doesnt understand english" oh she was the most interactive student in class miss-know-it-all (ps: all answers also wrong).

Anyways, other than that, things are good. Managed to meet new friends and clicks. Overall Im good.

Till the next update!

Peace.

Pity the fool

2010-06-27T11:43:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I hate it when people ask for pity. I mean come on, who in the world wants to be pity-ed at, just to get a little attention.

I dislike people, telling the whole world:
"oh I sprained my wrist for carrying too many books",
"oh my tummy hurts",
"oh I feel like a shit ass".
I mean come on, isnt that private? No need to tell the whole world, to get a little pity right? Attention seekers.

Why do you need people to pity you? Maybe its the lack of attention your getting from others.

I tell you, where to get all the attention you want, rehab.

Just a random thought.

Peace.

Ben's 21st

2010-06-15T15:33:00.005+08:00

Recently, we've just celebrated ben's 21st. Well, lets just say it wasnt a smooth ride surprising him (no more surprises for you!).

So, the plan was to make him feel like shit, and kidnap him. You get the picture.

Anyways it was a success. Thank you so much everyone for showing up and making it a blast.

Ben is definitely a happier fat ass kid now :) Heeeeee

Peace.

Another update

2010-06-14T17:56:00.003+08:00

After what happened last night. I just couldnt take the image of us. I just dont see it anymore, you told me that I shouldnt be afraid. But you cant erase fear just like that. Sometimes I wonder whether do you really understand me. It seems like I'm doing all the understanding.

I'm afraid what if it happens again. What if.

You gave me your reason why I shouldnt be afraid but I have my reasons to be afraid. No reason is bigger than another reason. You have to understand that. Everything happens for a reason.

I dont want to make things worse than it already is between us. Hopefully the damage isnt that deep yet. I know mine is. *plasters heart*

Anyways, I just got back from Penang.

Till then.

Peace.

Another story

2010-06-07T21:44:00.008+08:00

I am a 21 year old girl who is superly exhausted. Everything from work to preparation of leaving for aussie. Sigh.

Sometimes I wonder how lucky I am. How spoilt I am. I realized I'm a very spoilt kid, someone made me came to realized. Its not that I dont appreciate things around me, its just that I want things my way. If it doesnt, I would be utterly pissed. Things has been going my way. I always wondered when it wont.

Apparently right now, it doesnt, not in love. I miss those times that we could just laugh, crack silly jokes and have no worries in the world. But right now, after everything we always tend to argue and fight over small things.

I use to say "As individuals we were miserable, but together we made life perfect".

I have my back to you, will you come after me?

Sigh.

Wowie...

2010-05-17T16:54:00.006+08:00

Life has been pretty steady for me, its like those machine you see in the hospital. Teeeeeeeee.

I've been working practically everyday, I think I've aged physically. I feel like an old hag, always sitting on my arse and staring in front of the computer, doing the company's accounts. Whoa what an exciting life! =.=

This is how lifeless I am, till I googled up comics to read online. Wow I'm having the time of my life!

Look at me I'm full of life!

Peace.

Sigh

2010-04-28T11:25:00.004+08:00

Its been awhile since I've last updated my blog. I've been busy working and stuff, so its not unsual for me to NOT update my blog.

But today is different, a good friend of mine lost her grandmother yesterday night at 10pm due to heart failure. Its the 4th death I heard so far this year. Its scary if you actually think of it. All the people I know, and people's death coming along.

Its not really a nice thing to blog about. But my condolences to my good friend's family. Hopefully things will be fine in time to come. Sigh.

Back to work!

Peace.

P.s: My boyfriend is fat. Take thattttttt!
He's so fat, when he jumps around, his fats jumps and wobble with him :)

The cat is out of the bag

2010-04-12T00:36:00.008+08:00

I remember when I was a kid, I used to love to play hide and seek. I rather hide than seek.

But right now, I know there's nothing left to hide from you. The past may come back to hunt me, but I know that I have you by my side always.

I was so afraid of telling you, thinking I might hurt you. Well, it did

Walking hand in hand with you to the playground was the best. No matter how many conflicts we have, we'll always manage to overcome it. One by one.

You saw a shooting star, and you said a prayer. And I listen in silence, thinking how happy I am to have you in my life.

We were having so much fun at the playground, just having fun like when we were kids. Until another couple showed up, shouting at each other, crying and cursing in Tamil. I think.

But it didnt ruin the moment we had :)

But right now, all these things doesnt matter anymore. Because all I know is that I love you.

It starts next week

2010-03-26T21:21:00.003+08:00

From my previous entry, it seems like I've been through an 'escort'-ing service interview. Haha.

But actually it was a Digi roadshow event job. And yeap I got the job.

I'll be working in 1u from Wednesday till Sunday. After the following Monday, I'll be working in a outsource payroll company for my aunt. Hmmmm.

My bumming life is coming to an end. I should have a farewell ceremony for it :)

Recently, I went to catch the movie 'How to train your dragon' with sepet boi. I highly recommend that movie. Toothless is sooooo freaking cute! Omg makes me wanna rear a pet dragon.

Overall a really cute and funny movie to watch. Go watch it!

Peace.

Just a thought

2010-03-24T13:10:00.004+08:00

I've never thought that I'm a demanding person before, but maybe I am.

I told my parents I wanted a new notebook to bring abroad for my studies, they would say

"What's wrong with your old one? Youre so demanding" am still waiting for my notebook *hint hint*.

I remember in times like, I would ask my dad to switch the air cond on and he would say

"Youre so demanding" and then he switches on the air cond.

I ask boyfriend for ice cream, he would say

"Youre so demanding" and buys an ice cream for me.

Hmmm... I dont think I'm demanding at all. Like seriously... am I? Go and shit la you all :)

Ps: I found a job! My miserable life starts next week.

Peace.

Editted:

I just came back from my event job interview. For the first time in my life, I've never went for an interview and came out with an advise "You should put make on" =.= KNNCCB

The person who interviewed told me, "Please wear a dress for the next interview, dress to impress". Wth right? I thought I dressed up pretty decently for today's interview, a collar T and jeans. Come on I'm not going for a job as an escort okay. Its just a telecommunication promoting job. Have to wear sexy ah?

Then she was like "You must impress the client, as long as you look good youre fine".

I mean seriously, I dress up like a boy from the streets only you know. Takeee that la!

A random thought: Famous Amos are damn f-ing addictive.

1 month ago

2010-03-19T17:57:00.011+08:00

Genting Highlands again! Haha.

You can imagine how bored I am today to blog about something. Whenever I'm bored I either nap or blog. Nothing in between :)

Back to the topic, boyfriend drove up to Genting. Very good driver, only accident 3 times.

Ben drove barefoot down the hill, because his shoes were soaked from that tree-log-ride.

I've never blogged about my boyfriend before, but I'm officially blogging now about my 'newly' found boyfriend :) pick up from dustbin wan, jk!

So far so good, 30 days together, really taught us alot of things. We argue most of the time, rather than appreciating what we have but that's history :) phewww

More to come I suppose :) hearts ben

Peace.

Nose bleed

2010-03-17T12:37:00.006+08:00

The title explains it all I guess. I know some of you might think "Its not a big deal". But this is my very first experience having a nose bleed. Woohooo!

Warning: there may be disgusting pictures further down. Non advisable for the weak hearted to continue.

There I was sitting down innocently in front of the television, watching my favourite tv show 'Ugly Betty'. I was down with flu a few days back, no thanks to my idiot lil brother, whom I dont know caught the disease from who.

As I was saying, I was watching my favourite show, till I felt my nose was dripping (not a special thing, since I was having flu) Till I wipe it off, blooooodd! I stared in horror, and screamed at my lil brother. (okay la, not that dramatic, but you get the picture). I ran to the toilet, with blood dripping everywhere on the floor. I thought I was going to faint or die, since I was losing so much blood!
Not being a drama queen k.

I didnt know what to do because the blood was dripping nonstop, but my lil bro told me to lift my head up. That solves the problem I guess :)

I used to remember being in primary, I would see so many of my friends having a nose bleed. I would just laugh and tease them. Well, I guess I should be laughing at myself now huh? :p

And yes, I was in a moment of syok-sendiri. Nose bleed also can camwhore.

Did I mentioned that I got sunburnt as well? Yeapppppp!

Peace.

Vacancy

2010-03-11T17:55:00.002+08:00

I've been searching high and low for job vacancy. Well not really, kinda lazy.

But then today I decided to put my foot down and search for a decent job. And so I sent out my resumes and profiles to various companies. Which I couldnt remember even 1 company. But once I got their replies, I lost thought of what or which company I applied for. Way to go Abbie.

I've been called back for 3 different interviews. Hmmm... My very first interview! *excited*

I was even considering of working as a tuition teacher, but nahhhh... too boring. The most important thing is the amount of moolah $$$ I get :)

Since I'll be going to Australia in July, converting ringgit to aussie dollars is NOTHING. Sigh, better spend them over here.

Anyways wish me luck.

Peace.

Scars

2010-03-09T21:23:00.011+08:00

As I lay asleep in your arms, I watch you sound asleep, so peaceful and alive. I hear your heart beating so calmly and close to me, I felt you were near.

As I studied you, I noticed the scars the past left on you. I felt helpless and heart broken, that I couldnt do anything to change what has happened. I first met you in a very long time ago, but I was never there for you. It torns my heart away seeing you how much pain you've gone through. And I was never there.

First scar was forgiveable.
Second scar was painful.
But the third scar was unbearable.

But I know right now, right here, at this very moment, I can change the worse for the better. I dont want you going through the pain and suffering you've gone. And I will see to that.

Hopefully things will start to look up from now. I do not regret the past, because it changed us for the person we are today. And I'm glad.

You will be happy :) And I promise you that.

SerLi's big twenteen-one

2010-03-04T13:33:00.010+08:00

It was on a Friday night that we celebrated our girlfriend SerLi's 21st birthday. She had a little party at Bijou Mont Kiara, pretty neat place.

Its been 6 years of our friendship together, and still going strong. We're missing Ruth in the picture though. We were in the same class for the last 2 years of our highschool. 5 Sc. Lambda. The best years of our lives :)

Still in the mood of bumming! And more bdays to come! Haha, March babies are pouring in.

Peace.

Overdue post

2010-02-27T14:10:00.010+08:00

This is my long overdued post. Been pretty busy for the past week.

But oh well...

I think Castle is like my second home, I've been going there for like everynight (but stop already la) Giant King lecture dy =)

During CNY the babes decided to have dinner together. So we went to that Fish farm somewhere in Hulu Langat. Great food for a reasonable price I must say.

Got offered for some event job for Krafts Singles. Super easy yet fun job.

And the farewell of my bestest friend Juan =(

I will see you soon!

I think guys who carries their musical instrument around are hawtt! Bestfriend, way to go la!

After college with mum, gwen and I went to catch a movie with monkey. From Paris with love. Awesome movie. I thought it was gonna be some low budget film, but I guess I was wrong.

Monkey boy in action.

Went to giant King's open house.

Its been an eventful week, full of ups and downs. But Im glad that I have my friends around me =)

Peace.

CNY '10

2010-02-17T18:10:00.004+08:00

What I did on Valentines day, I went back to my mum's hometown Muar.

Being in the car for 4 freaking hours due to the jam is super uncool, especially when you have 2 brothers beside of you. The thing we always argue about is that who should sit in the middle (the worse place in the car). So the youngest always lose (not me, of course).

On the way to Muar, I bumped into non other than my lesbo parter RUTH at some rest stop. What a coincidence biatch.

Since there werent much to do at the place, my brothers and I entertained ourselves in the playground. So yeah, I pretty much had the time of my life there =.=

I guess thats that for CNY. But there's more, too lazy to blog. Wait till I'm less moody.

Peace.

You just walked past me

2010-02-15T15:51:00.006+08:00

He looks at me, and I faked a smile so he wont see how much I ...

What hurts the most was being so close to you. I pretend to be myself again, but youre all I think about at night.

If only life was just a fairytale, I would be the princess and you would be my prince. But youre leaving way too soon, like you've once told me of your decimated dreams, I guess this is mine.

Everything happened too fast. Right now I need time alone to think things out. If only it would be easy. I've found out much more about you and your previous other half. I guess I'm just screwing up your dreams to be with her. Its about time I backed down. Damn I sound like a blardy player =.=

But I guess thats the best for both of us. How can something so simple, be so complicated.

Somethings are better left unsaid.

Okay enough of all this shitty emo stuff.

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

I just came back from my hometown Muar. Will update more later.

Peace!

Again

2010-01-28T15:04:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I wonder whether I'm making the right choice. On second thought, I didnt choose at all and I dont plan to.

I wonder to myself maybe thats how life gotta be, like a roller coaster.

Eventhough I know I pretend not to care, but I actually do. I miss you like $%@$!*. I hope no one reads this.

Finals is a week away, it seems like forever.

Crap la, someone is trying to sabotage me. My toothbrush smells like dog's breath! Its funny you see, my brother and I uses the same colored toothbrush, and we kept it in the same place. How come mine smells like dog and his doesnt. And it's not my breath! I almost vomitted. G.R.O.S.S.

Peace =)

Being 21

2010-01-22T13:18:00.004+08:00

Whoa finally! I'm 21! Omg Its been like 21 years of living! Haha.

Thank god i'm still alive.

I had a small dinner party at Federal Hotel, with only close friends. It was cool and all but I'll just let the pictures explain it all.

Juan! Bestfriends for life right? Haha. And stop being so obsessed with your hair.

Highschool babes. We've watched each other grow, sometimes Im thankful that I was chosen for the National Choral Speaking event. Or else I wouldnt have grown close to you babes, our friendship started then =)

Went to Maison after that. It was all cool, but not the people though =p

It was all fun while it lasted. Its been a few weeks since I'd turned 21. And I'm loving it.

Being 21 is not all that bad, I supposed.

Well, I'm looking forward for the year 2010, the year of happenings and miracles =)

2 more weeks left of this semester, then I'll be freaking free till June. Spare me will you?

I have so many close friends leaving for aussie soon. I'm gonna miss all of you *tears* especially you.

Alls well ends well.

Peace.

Season's over

2010-01-17T18:42:00.006+08:00

I realized, alot has happened in the past few months. Its been a hellava roller coaster ride. I feel like I'm in a real life drama series like gossip girl.

Right now, at this very moment, its over.

I feel like I'm the girl in the movie that looks back and thinks how much she has learnt and grown.

I feel free once again, but empty inside.

I look back and smile, this is how far I've walked and I'm proud of myself for finally coming into my senses.

Right now as much as I hate it, its time to go on with my journey.

Never looking back =)

Dont get me wrong. Its just the beginning...

Its the time of year again

2009-12-19T15:57:00.003+08:00

Everything that is inside, never comes out right.

And yes I have to study during Christmas. HELP sucks ass.

I have yet to go for any Christmas shopping!

Wish me luck peeps =)

Peace.

Bad girl turns good

2009-12-11T22:04:00.005+08:00

Its been a rather 'quiet' week. Well more like a quiet day instead. I broke my record by staying home the whole day, and I started studying on my finance subject. Good girl I must say.

One of my friends were like "Abbie, why didnt come chill with us? Being a good girl now huh?"

Of course!

As usual, yum cha sessions with the girlfriends is a must.

While decorating the Christmas tree, Snow baby will tag along and play with the tree and ornaments.

But its not a good thing =.=

Note to self: Dont play with pussy all the time (not in a dirty way).

And the best part was I had class the next day. Taking down notes aint gonna be easy. So I dragged Ben along, eventhough he wasnt supposed to be in class. Thats what friends are for =) slaves.

Another yum cha session with the girls.

On another random note: McD meals are EVIL!

Peace.

A new beginning

2009-12-03T22:06:00.018+08:00

This what happens when I dont update my blog in a very long time. Lots of pictures and less words.

Recently Sze min just came back from Melb and so we decided to meet up. But we're missing Koh =(

Our super stuffed faces.

Later that day I met up with a couple of friends for our regular yum cha session.

My first job briefing in sunway.

Day 1, we were working for this Cadbury event. That requires no selling but just assisting the game booth.

Slumber party gone wrong.

Two days of hard work. Woohoo, I'm so proud of myself! *pats myself on the back* =)

Numerous outings with the scandal gang. Haha.

Our first time in the cinema together. Ignore the jakun-ness =.=

And another girly outing. Ben excluded =)

When 6 girls gets together, the only thing that seems fun to us is cam-whoring. So we begin our episode of syok sendiri =.=

Reunion with Tines! Someone has been working out huh? =) We had our 'fine dining' at Bangsar. I feel broke even thinking of it.

Super busy week. And a new sem has started. I am determined to study hard and quit going out so often. Hopefully.

Till the next update.

Peace.

Dad's knows best

2009-11-19T01:29:00.002+08:00

My dad once asked me,

"Why do you always hang out with your guy friends?"

"I have girl friends too ya know"

"You not scared they make a move on you?"

"Nope, because their all gay" =)

On a random note, I like to drive fast cars. Vrooom vroooommm.

More updates soon (when I feel like updating) =)

Peace.

Its raining

2009-11-16T14:41:00.009+08:00

Recently, I did this photoshoot thing for a friend, well its a mutual thing. I helped him in his portfolio and also I get to update my profile for certain reasons.

We did our little photoshoot in Titiwangsa. Super hot la okay the weather.

Later on, we headed to StarHill to continue the shoot. So much cooler there. I dont even know how I kept a straight face in the park. And I found out later, I got sunburned. Yay me.

It was an awkward experience. But its all cool.

I've been neglecting this blog, because I've been super busy. I rarely have time for myself. I've also been going to the gym regularly and my body is aching. Haha.

On a random note, I'm craving for famous amos right now. Anybody up for it? =)

Peace.

Finals in progress

2009-11-09T15:50:00.001+08:00

I have so much to say but so little time.

This will have to wait.

Peace.

Traffic light, imma gonna be green

2009-10-29T18:15:00.002+08:00

There are some things in life we cant change. We cant predict what shit will happen next.

Recently a very good friend of mine approached me, and said
"I've been such a bad friend because I just realized some changes in your life that occured quite some time already"

At that point I teared. I realized that I have such good friends who cares. These are the type of people that I'm proud to say their my friends.

I am proud to say that, I have enough love from my family and friends that I dont need anything or anyhow more =)

On a random note, finals is coming up!

And on another totally random note, I've been meeting up with weird people who are like totally hilarious. You know who you are =)

Of to traffic light now. I know what color I'll be... green!

Peace.

Long short week

2009-10-21T19:13:00.021+08:00

Its been a long yet short week, if you ask me =)

And I'm loving it to the max. Except for the assignments of course.

So Davis and I decided to do our hair. All I wanted to do was treatment, but I ended up dying my whole head copper. The experience was damn painful. Wah when the dye touched my scalp, I almost wanted to cry. I cant even concentrate reading my magazine -.-

The aftermeth, since we're in time square Davis and I decided to switch on our "lala-ness".

Later on, KP came, so basically we made used of him by taking our picture, before Davis had to leave.

Stupid KP, insisted on eating in Starhill, but too bad.

The very next day, I had to rush for my assignment and head out with Kent and gang after college.

My ritual to buy cotton candy when I'm in Genting. Haha.

The next day, Kim decided to meet up with Jon and Zun. So our venue changed from Time Square to Pavilion. As usual. This is how we spent our Deepavali.

That night, I was supposed to meet up with BJ, but I had to cancel on him because G when was coming to KL. Sorry =)

So then G when wanted to shisha, so I picked up Jiz and head straight to Damai.

It's assignment week, 1 assignment down, 2 more to go.

Yesterday as I went to class, I discovered that our accounts assignment, the company my group was doing, was taken by another group. So we basically had to start all over again, and the best thing was our assignment was due the very next day. What a bummer.

But we managed *jumps around*

Just came back from Hazwan bbq party and yum cha session with Vincent Seow and Stoner boi, along with my neighbour and friend. Haha. I know youre reading this Vincent Seow, smoke somemore smoke somemore until you die.

Peace!

Just friends

2009-10-11T20:55:00.002+08:00

There was yet another bday boi in the presence.

Recently Hazwan and I met up, and he surprised me by saying its his bday that day.. and I suggested to go mamak instead. Haha. I feel mean.

On a sunny Saturday afternoon, I decided to play with my hair. Matt wanted to straighten his hair. So basically I told him.. you straighten for me first, then I'll straighten yours. He did a pretty good job, my hair looks artificially straight. But the straightener died very tragically.

My hair straightener broke, apparantly it was too hot until the plastic melted. Gawd. It was like my 2nd time using it, and it broke. Lousy.

It was Eu Gin's bday yesterday *cough cough*.

Haha.

Peace.

What a game

2009-10-08T21:31:00.005+08:00

Its been a game to you huh?

Well, I'm in.

Recently I've been trying new stuff. Well, maybe not that new, but I've managed to convinced my friends to turn lala for a day.

Nicolas trying the 'Lotus' pose, and myself 'tongue' pose. Cannot make it.

And the LALA award goes to non other than our REAL lala, Kenny. Haha. A pro in lighting and stuff.

All this time I've been picking myself up, I shattered myself, now I'm just picking the pieces up. I'm like a jigsaw puzzle. Solve me.

Whatever game your playing, I'm game =)

I'll play your love game.

My momma told me, its your time to treat boys like desserts. Haha. Can I have it for appetizer instead? *grin*

I finally got to watch 'Drag me to hell'. What a stupid movie!!! We wasted money on the chips and drinks guys. Haha. Luckily the dvd wasnt ours.

The movie was more of a comedy than horror. Okay Nic, to jaga your maruah, aku takkan sentuh pada cerita apabila awak jerit. *smiles*

Peace y'all.

Killing 2 birds with 1 stone

2009-10-04T21:20:00.005+08:00

Its end of September, and I dont know why there are so many birthday celebrations going on. It must be a hot spot month to give birth to babies. Haha.

So during lunch break, Chris drove around Bangsar to find a place to makan.

And yes Chris drives like this.

After lunch it was back to class, gosh.. no words can describe how much I hate ACC203!

After class we rushed to Midvalley to meet up with the rest of the gang. And yes it was Chris, the birthday boy day. Haha. He's finally a MAN! =)

It was Chris idea to bowl, and so we did la. We went to the arcade first. Then it was smelly shoes and whats not.

And then it was Ji Hsia's turn. Her birthday was on the same date as Chris's. What a coincidence right? Haha. So Davis made a brilliant idea by combining everything at the same place. Haha.

It was all so fun. Seriously, I've never laughed so loud and hard in a very long time. What will I do without my friends =) I love you guys to death.

We discussed silly things about whom-shall-not-be-named.

But overall we had such a great time together.

Ma babes.

Oh gosh.. more updates to go. Its been a busy week. I've been staying out late, well as late as 5am for the past (everyday) few days. Haha. Gawddd.

Someone stop me. Its gonna be a busy week ahead! *faints* Eyebags go away!

Peace y'all.

Maniaaa

2009-10-03T13:40:00.008+08:00

Yes I went to the gym for very (not first time) least time.

And yes I hate the gym. But what really brighten up my day was that, there were many korean guys in my gym. Haha
Ever since my midterm started I've got this stress bums? More like eczema. Behind my knees and elbows. Which is totally uncool.

So I have to be medicated with these, gawd knows what medicine. Crazy.

There are too many to write about, but on a random note, its so weird to got to MOS and come out with a modelling gig. Haha. Gotta go for some photoshot and stuff next week.

When the self proclaim CEO approach me, he was like "Can I have your number?"

I was like "I dont know you"

Then he started to introduce himself and bla bla about this company. So he wanted me to model for his company and shit.

So I said the most random thing "But I'm not pretty wor" Hahaha.

Oh well, its been a busy week, but I bet next week will be even more happening. Haha. Wish me luck peepz.

Peace.

To all you haters

2009-09-30T16:17:00.003+08:00

Its amazing how things appear to be, after what all I've been through.

Recently I've been seeing harsh remarks on me. Like I'm a bitch or I need braces. Wow thats creative. Haha.

Well if you hate me that much, why do you even bother wasting your time commenting about it. Haha youre such a loser wei. Dont be surprised if I can track down your IP address.

You think youre so good looking yourself huh? KCB. Please do yourself a favour by looking at yourself in the mirror.

And remarks of me getting braces? Wow thats original. I bet your just jealous of my perfectly white straight teeth, yours must be crooked as hell. Why? no money to visit the dentist ah?

I can put 100 bucks on it that your fat and ugly.

You guys surprise me each day. Haha.

Peace.

P.s: Go get a life you haters!

BEP freaking awesome

2009-09-29T01:29:00.004+08:00

One word, AWESOME.

Fergie was damnnnnn hot! Gawd.. *drools*

Saw Jill at the entrance, while waiting for Bryan to give me the tix.

VIP experience yo.

Fergie singing my song "big girls dont cry".

Super fair Sean.

Woohooo.

Peace.

Friends and lala

2009-09-26T23:47:00.006+08:00

Ever wondered what happens after you've been through your nightmare? Well, I do. Your friends will kidnap you out. Which I am forever grateful.

These couple of days has been hard on me. So what do I do when I'm half dead? I'll spend as much time not-being-alone.

Ji Hsia, you've been a really great friend of mine, Im so glad to have you as my friend. Once you'd heard the news, you came rushing to my place, not caring about transport, you just came. It really bring tears to my eyes.

Kenny, neighbour konon. Youre more like a brother to me. Sometimes you act more mature and older than me, sometimes I to you. You've gave me good advise and bad ones too. But I'm just glad I have you as my friend. Youre someone I'm proud to say that youre my friend.

Okay enough of all this emotional shit. Let's get down to business =)

After we met up at my place, we went to Time Square. For old times sake. We used to skip school and tuition to hang out there.

I dont know why, but we kinda decided to watch UP on IMAX. Then when we went up to the 10th floor, we realized that it was DEAD! Nobody was there. So we quickly changed our plan to watch a normal movie instead. We're scared to shit we might see something else in the cinema with us.

Both of them were pissed because I didnt want to watch cute stuff like G force and shit. I wanted to watch something without a happy ending. So we watched Final Destination. I laugh so loud at the end of the movie. Haha.

I have no idea what their doing with my car keys. But oh well.. I played along. After the movie we went to Cheras to have our dose of Bak Kut Teh. Extremely good.

"Nobody nobody but chu-you"

Oh well it was all fun. Cant wait for more outings!

Next update... THE GYM! Hahah what a joke okay.

Peace

BadabingBadaboom

2009-09-05T22:11:00.005+08:00

Sometimes life can be so simple yet complicated.

Simple good friends.

and simple backstabbers and haters.

What could I ask for more.

When ppl grow up, they tend to worry for the future. Some ppl may even feel loss and confused, and it effects their loved ones.

But there's always a first time for everything. First heart break maybe?

I dont understand why could anyone be so stubborn and selfish at the same time. How could you be so heartless.

This is never seen before in Ampang Jaya, clubbing y'all. In Nisha's very house. Great sound system and dj. Not to forget the lights!

I hope I can bear this and hold on. I dont see a happily ever after in this story. Please save me my prince charming. My knight in shinning armor. I will wait for you to come back.

Peace.

Ho Ho!!

2009-08-17T21:47:00.005+08:00

Ho Ho Steambot~
Tines was back from his piloting school. So we made it an excuse to have a tiny reunion. Since not all of us could make it. We had Ho Ho steambot which is located at Sri Petaling.

It was Sandip first time! Well most of them =p

The brother-and-sister couple.

They even played tag-your-it game in the middle of the road. Ish ish.

The girls =)

The guys =.=

The gang =p

Peace.

There's no freedom

2009-08-04T15:05:00.003+08:00

Does freedom of speech mean anything at all?

I dont understand why we're controlled to what we wanna say.

It pisses me off.

Does it matter if I wanna blog about my opinion?

Oh well... so much for freedom of speech.

Peace.

The nerves

2009-08-02T23:16:00.003+08:00

So basically as you all know, yet another talented director Yasmin Ahmad passed on and left us.

One fine day, my dad came back, and told me a big news. The autopsy for her body was out, and it shows that she was a man. I couldnt believe what I was hearing, she had a good looking husband and a creative mind. It made my guts swirl. But it was true.

So being a normal person surfing through Facebook, whom has a status box there for us 'user' to put "Whats on your mind". So I wrote 'Yasmin Ahmad is a man? 0.0'

Then one of my friend from Raleigh happens to come across my status and commented. Wow she even quote me on her blog. I feel honored. For god's sake she even quote my friend. The nerves.

She blogged, I quote:

"So i came across my friend's wall post on FB that exclaimed:
'yasmin ahmad was a man!'"

First of all get your details straight I didnt 'exclaimed' that she was a man. I was still questioning myself. And behind my status there was a question mark, let me show you if you dont know what it looks like ????????? Way to go on your research.

She blogged again, I quote:

"I am not happy because,
1st of all,
who the hell had the right to disclose the autopsy result to the public?Well,no one knows the authenticity of the news yet,but why should people make such speculation?If it is in fact true and Yasmin chose to remain this as a private issue?"

Suck it up lady, when youre a superstar, things are ought to be released to the press. So who are you to tell what's right or wrong? Go make a press conference then.

She even blogged, I quote:

"Really...people...is this what the generation Yasmin was working for???

She tried to bring the message across:to be open minded and appreciate the difference between each and every of us.

but look at what people return to her as a favour?
so readily to judge and to discriminate her! (I think she's talking about me. Haha)

I am disappointed...
Kak Min,you left us too early...clearly we still need to be reminded on what we should become..."

Wowwww so righteous of her. I bet she picks up garbage from the road too and doesnt discriminate other people of race. Does that make you a hypocrite for all the stories you told me in the past? Oh well, people change.

But thanks for taking off your precious time to comment on my facebook status
and blog about how disrespectful I am to your idol. Booohoo, its life.

Tata! =)

The blogging bug

2009-07-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

The blogging bug left me a month ago, thats why I neglected my blog oh so often.

All this time, we're so busy with stuff and we always miss a second to stop and look back, how fast time flies.
After 2 years straight, we had our very first Lambda reunion. A pretty long time if you ask me.

Even one of our classmates got married!!

Time flew a hell alot faster before you even realize.

Congratulations Sherry!

Year 2 just started, but I know it'll pass fast *snaps finger*

Peace.

Of redang and bikinis

2009-07-17T16:59:00.014+08:00

After much hassle of planning a trip to Redang, we finally made it happened. *happy face*

I begin my day by picking shortee boi up.
The cab came earlier than expected. So we were waiting for Zita and Isk to come over my place.

Cab ride to LCCT RM65.

Yes, I look like the odd one wearing the mask. But I wasnt the only one! Zita said I look like Doreamon. Yea yea very funny.

Imitating Michael Jackson. Germssss!

Air Asia flight fare RN90 for two ways per person.

Isk managed to book us first class seats apparently. The food comes to us first. No more free seating in Air Asia. So yeap. All good all good.

After 45 minutes, we landed at Kuala Terengganu airport. We rushed to get a cab to the jetty.

Cab ride RM25.

Since we were late, we had to take the public ferry to the resort.

Ferry fare RM50 per person.

I was so fair before the trip =.=

The next day, we went to Marine park. Not that nice since all the Corals are dead.

Before that we chilled at the resort's deck.

The sea sick boy. After 5 minutes in the ocean, "Oh no, I'm getting sea sick". Haha

The clear blue sky the next day.

After seeing much of sand castles by the beach. I decided to build one myself.

Walah, my masterpiece. The humans behind it also is mine. I built it.

Zita and I did some self snorkelling around the rocky edge, since the boys were too into their photo shot skills. We swam with a group of sharks and squids.

Our last day.

I had the I-dont-wanna-leave-the-beach face.

We started doing some jumping pose while waiting for the ferry.

I didnt want to leave. But I was getting homesick. *happy face after the trip*

The guys started jumping.

Then the girls followed.

Saying our good byes to the clear blue sea, white sandy beach and our holiday mood.

Good bye Redang Holiday Villa resort.

The package deal for the resort 4D/3N RM549 per person.

Good bye holiday.

It was all good.

Now back to uni!

Peace out.

Transformer 2

2009-06-27T17:23:00.005+08:00

Transformerssssssssss 2!

Hehe. Yep, we had a tiny reunion and we managed to catch Transformers 2.

Zun San, back from her nursing course in Singapore Nanyang Uni. She dressed like one too! *grin*.

The amount of people that was in the queue was crazy! In the queue of entering the cinema hall. Its a weekday, not a holiday. How come so free wan? No work ah.

It was a hassle to even enter the cinema. I was covering my mouth while pushing them away. I know flu right, but still people wanna go out. *dont you guys point fingers at me!*=p

The crazy bunch reunion. Its been more than a year since our Foundation years, when we used to skip class together and chill at Ali Maju. Haha. Until we got caught by Mr. Crabby. Dont get me started on Ms. Himalaya!

The DU girls.

Yea yea, we damn syok sendiri in the cinema toilet while making the others wait outside. Hehe.

Semua muka poyol. Haha. High on Transformers.

All's well ends well.

Peace out!

Malacca roadtrip

2009-06-26T00:25:00.004+08:00

Recently, 3 of us went to Malacca, Chee Wei, Shortee boi and I.

It was beautiful, ONLY at night. Hehe.

It was only an hour and 20 minutes drive to Malacca, not that far la.

We parked at Jonker Street, and went to the much market-ed 'Chicken Ball Rice' shop, turns out it wasnt the famous one. But oh well, we liked it, so no one's at lost.

We got lost at the red building. I dunno what its called, some church building.

We later climbed up the hill of Famosa. I had to push Shortee boi's ass all the way up. Haha. As Chee Wei say "Cracked guys never gets tired" *rolls eyes*.

Got some strangers who wanted to take pictures with us. They didnt move when Chee Wei was taking this picture.

Chee Wei said out loud "THOSE PPL AH, NOT MOVING AWAY, GOT DISTURBANCE" Okay maybe I exaggerated a bit but you get the picture.

Superstar in the making. Super junior wannabee la!!!

Jonker street was the best part of Malacca.

We thought we would hate Malacca because of it's rude-ness and shit. Alot of problems la we went through in Malacca,

first it was that someone banged Vin's car,

second it was the toilet problem,

third was the rude pig face shop keeper.

But we enjoyed ourselves =) Teehee.

Peace y'all.

MTV movie awards

2009-06-16T21:47:00.005+08:00

MTV movie awards is my favourite awards show ever.

Zac Efron won Best Male performance *expected*.

But what I didnt expect was that Robert Pattisson won Breakthrough Male artiste, Kristin Steward (Bella) won the best female actor award against Angelina Jolie and etc, the movie Twilight won the best kiss award, not to forget Twilight won the best movie award. Are you kidding me?!

I would rate the movie 4/10. It wasnt as good as the book. Plus the reviews of the movie was terrible. I dunno how they could win the award. Kids votes maybe.

And what's with the wardrobe Kristin? Sneakers and a checkered dress along with a messy hairdo? Let me dress you la =.=

Oh well, at least the sequel to New Moon trailer was nice. I cant wait for it to come out.

Peace.

Mamak-ing

2009-06-01T20:50:00.005+08:00

Of yum chas and mamak-ing session. I was feeling a little out-going. So it's like every night I have to go out. I HAVE TO! Haha. I feel like Shortee boi already. Hehe.

So I met up with Davis and Ahmad on Thursday night. We chilled at Suzi's corner. And yes I was broke. End up Ahmad paid for everything. Haha.

Beef says I'm aging as I work. OH goddddd. He said my eyes are more bengkak than usual and can see wrinkles (not that fast right!). Imagine straining your eyes in front of the comp all day long. @#$%*&.

I dont look old okay!!! Sheesh.

The next day, I met up with my piano gang! Haha. All of us grade 8 graduate, chun or not? Hehe. We all went to Murni to yum cha.

Let me introduce to you my super duper lala aunty, Kenny. Haha. He'll kill me soon and threaten not to belanja me anymore. Haha.

Kenny is such a poser la. He learns from the best I supposed *cough cough*.

Nicolas, showing us how much he loves his Ribena special. Following Kenny's footsteps on being lala. He's the oldest amongst us, but still acts like the youngest. Haha.

And yes, they love each other so much. My gay lala buddies. Thats why their harmless.

Our gang started with the 3 of us, then we decided to add Shin yi aka Filipino maid (Kenny's prescription) to the gang. But first she had to go through some ritual. I dunno what also (just wanted to sound more dramatic).

Jeng Jeng Jeng! Shin Yi's boyfriend called.

And she became all emo all of the sudden. Kenny being an aunty tried to comfort her and ask about it. Ke poh sial.

The loving couple. Awwwwwwwwww. *grin*

Oh well. Back to work.

Peace.

P.s: I'm not old!

Of cats and work

2009-05-31T02:39:00.004+08:00

I have this obsession of torturing my cat. I have no idea why, because it's too cute.

So basically while my older brother was studying, he started highlighting Snow's head, and I did some touch up.

I ultraman-fied my cat.
Good artist right? I got a good model also. Hehe.

Almost a century ago, Shortee boi and I went and treat ourselves to Baskin Robin's ice cream fondue. Nothing can beat Chocz fondue.

I damn syok sendiri, nothing too Huu-Haa about it.

Later on we went to this Thai restaurant. The tom yummy was good, one rice is enough for 2 person! We cant even finish it. Lousy.

One fine day after Shortee boi picked me up from work, we went to Look out point (again). The view was spectacular (as always) But that night was rather cold. You can even see the mist around you. Awesome-ness.

Now Im gonna demonstrate my sampat-ness. For the first time I camwhore at my workplace. I do not camwhore most of the time. Because it's so not me. But I was bored. And I got myself some bangs.

I should really pick the habit of being hardworking. I curi tulang way too much at work. Gosh.

Peace.

Total damage

2009-05-24T00:20:00.004+08:00

My comp was badly affected by the 'unknown' virus. All my files are gone. No back up. No memories.

From my music files to my pictures. All gone. Shits man.

Now retrieving pictures from my facebook and my blog. Sad right?

Luckily all my mp3 were uploaded into my walkman! Yay!

Argh! Lesson learnt : Always back up your files in 6 months time.

Hehe.

Peace.

Working already

2009-05-22T13:25:00.004+08:00

Dont ask me why I hadn't been blogging these couple of days.

Firstly, I'm working. And I'm extremely busy ya know, doing all this data entry stuff. So uncool. Oh yeah and I work around Ampang Park area, visitations are gladly appreciated. Hehe.

Secondly, my computer kena virus teruk. When I on my computer all that appears is a black screen. How you expect me to blog?

I'm currently blogging from my workplace. Banyak sien-ness.

Please make my day ppl =)

Peace out!

3 months holiday

2009-05-08T17:08:00.013+08:00

This is how my 3 months holiday started. In the first week, Shortee boi and I decided to go for a day trip to Genting (again). It cost us RM42 for the bus two way, cable car, and all theme park (including indoor). Not bad if you ask me. So I drove to Vin's place and then we walked to 1utama to catch the bus.

The first thing we realized that, it was packed! Vincent wanted to run away from the roller coaster rides, so we started off with a slow cycle-boat ride (very tiring).

Well, mostly Vincent cycled the most, I couldnt really be bothered. Its such a slow and boring ride. I need something extreme! *grin teeth*

Shortee boi looks super duper cute in this picture. =)

Vincent's first roller coaster for the day is 'Flying Dragon'.

After that we decided to take the 'Dinosaur Land' ride.

By 3pm the weather was getting pretty cloudy and misty. The weather was great! Vin and I had been praying for a good weather. It didnt rain, but it was real misty.

After this ride, we headed straight to the extreme ride. The 'Solero Spaceshot' It was awesome!! This is like my 20th time, but it's Shortee boi's first time. He was so happy after that ride, until he started talking to strangers about how awesome the ride was. Sadly no pictures =(

Later we headed to the 'Chocolate Factory' where they sell overpriced chocolates.

My favourite ride of the day. The 'Merry Go Round' (okay I sound like a geek).

My knight in shinning armor came to save the day and riding his colorful pony.

I remember this flying spaceship ride. I remember when I was young, I was so afraid of this ride, I wanted to jump off it. My dad video taped it. How embarrassing. =.=

So fake okay.

By 4pm, it was damn damn misty until you cant see few metres in front of you.

Cold weather makes me high.

This picture reminds me of some horror movie in the making. Suddenly loch ness monster appears from the lake. Watch "Lost Tapes" on Discovery channel. It's damn scary, somemore it's a true story, taken from the people first hand.

We then walked to First World indoor theme park and sat the roller coaster, and also the shinny ride (I dunno what its called).

Vincent was so eager to go on the Caterpillar monorail ride. So we went, it was extremely boring. But oh well, it makes Shortee boi happy. =)

And then Shortee boi got chidish =.=

Our last ride of the day was the sliding thing. It was quite nice because of the mist. And it's some alone ride, quite scary. One thing I hate is being alone and being in the dark. Scares the shit out of me.

I damn syok sendiri.

After that, we ran our lungs out to the bus station. Of course not down hill la, from the cable car place. Then it turns out we missed our 7pm bus. We were so pissed and sad. So we had to try our luck for the next bus, and hope that it isnt full, or else we'll be stuck at the cable car station!

But luckily there were lots of spaces left. Thank GOD!

Oh well, its time for job hunting! I want an event job, any offers? =)

This is when I start bumming. Bum Bum Bum.

Peace bum.

Ma' babes

2009-04-24T01:16:00.005+08:00

Zita is back from UK for the week. I met up with her couple of days back, then Munira invited us to dine at her dad's restaurant in Shah Alam, Kayu Manis.

I tell you, the food was spectacular. We had chinese cruisine, the crabs and prawns were fantastic. I really recommend that place, but kinda pricey if youre paying for it! Haha.

With my babes, Zita and Munira.

Zita and I had to eat bigger portion, since Munira doesnt eat much and her bf is allergic to seafood. What a waste.

After our heavy dinner, we decided to go yum cha at Mont Kiara.

These are the two nicest people you can find on earth. Yes they've been dating for quite awhile now. Long distance somemore. Respect.

After this picture was taken, Isk asked "Who pinched my butt?". *rolls eyes*

After Munira dropped us of at shortee boi's car, we decided to pose around with her 'sports car'. And yes, she drives like a gangster, speeding 120km/h all the way back. I'm just glad I'm still in one piece. Pheww. *wipes sweat*

Oh mother of nature! I have yet to complete my studies! Shit la...

Any tips anyone?

I feel like strangling something/someone to release stress. Any volunteers? =)

Peace y'all.

No title

2009-04-18T14:57:00.008+08:00

Alot has happened since my last update. I know my blog can be quite boring because I only show pictures of my cat, my boi boi and my cat. Hehe.

Everytime shortee boi comes to my place, he will straight away torture Snow my cat.

Very obscene la this picture. Shows her pussy punya pussy. If only Snow could talk, she will definitely tell us how much she hates us. Haha. Except my maid and mum of course.

I look ugly in this picture, CENSORED!

On good friday, shortee boi and I went to pavilion to watch Friday the 13th. Aiyo so much 18sx scene, all censored. No point watching the movie. The movie is lousy, at the Jason didnt die and bla bla. But one thing I cannot tahan, a group of teenagers (guai lo's) were screaming and shouting at the scary scene. Come on la, why so expressive aka kampung. Then when the good looking guys comes on screen, the girls will point at the screen and shriek with excitement. OMGoodness, speak about jakun-ness.

Then one guy would get up of his seat and walk across the cinema (behind us) to come to the other round to scare the girls. OMG then of course the girls scream la, so annoying. He didnt do it once he did it twice! Childish-ness. Shortee boi said he wanted to put a bear trap next to our seat so he wont disturb us enjoying the movie.

The next day, my family decided to go back to my mum's hometown, since it was my grandmother's bday.

It was an hour plus drive, so I shamelessly camwhore to entertain myself *grin*.

Our first stop is MUAR. My mum's house. The house was filled with antics (looks expensive) since my mum came from a wealthy family.

But then among all the antics, there was a plasma tv screen in the living room. Speak about up-to-date high tech-ness.

This is my mum's compound. It's located at the very edge of Sungei Mati. The dead end river. All this pictures were taken by my pitiful W910i handphone. Since my dad remembered to bring the digital camera but forgotten to bring the battery =.=

The compound is so big, I can imagine my mum running around the place when she was a little kid.

I dunno what this guy above is doing with a bunch of action figure toys. *rolls eyes*

My mum said this Muar street is infamous. Its especially famous for it's OTAK-OTAK. Yummy! Syok sendiri.

This is my ulter super duper vain younger brother, who will look into every mirror, checking his hair out. OMG, so not like his sister. Cis!

Our second destination was PAGOH. A rather deserted area.

My grandmother is escorted with some funny-looking-costume-dressed-girls to her table. Dinner was way too much. I think it was more than just a 10 course meal! I feel fat already.

Then it was back to uni, on monday.

On friday, my aunt hired shortee boi and I for some manual labor to do her accounts. We earn 80 bucks each. So not bad la okay for one day.

We then headed to Time Square to celebrate and spend our money away. We went to Shabu Shabu to eat, since it was 50% off the second meal. Good deal.

After 2 hours, shortee boi continues to eat my share and his share. I must say, my boyfriend has a bottomless tummy.

Finals is coming up okay.

I havent started studying!! Darn it. *curses like Homer Simpson*

Till next time.

Peace y'all.

Am not feeling well

2009-04-05T22:46:00.002+08:00

Gosh I'm in painnnnnnnnn....

Dont ask why...

My throat feels like it's burningggg....

Not gonna blog till I'm feeling better.

But I would really do anything for a bowl of tom yum and some baskin robin's ice cream; rainbow sherbet... yummmmmm *dreams*

Humour me will you? =)

Peace.

140

2009-03-22T16:03:00.003+08:00

Lazyyyyy...

So many ppl turning 20 this month. Oh shucks.

Boys sheesh. Who needs them =.=

Davis recently celebrated her 20th birthday in Tony Romas.

It was all good.

I dont know what to think to myself right now. I feel lost.

Now, I shall keep to myself. Hoping that somehow everything will brighten up soon.

Peace.

14th March 2009

2009-03-15T15:45:00.004+08:00

14th March 2009 was my 16th month-niversary with Shortee boi. It was also the day I decided to cut my hair =)

So I decided to try out Shortee boi's relative, since they've been years into this industry.

My hair dresser is Let.

Let is seriously an awesome hair dresser. He understands what I want and what I dont. And a plus point, he speaks English!! It's so hard for me to find a hard dresser that speaks English.

Let is real gentle with my hair. He's just fabulous! =)

Shortee boi waited for me while I did my hair. He's such a patient, loyal, cannot-get-bored kinda guy. That's why I adore him to bits.

I even dyed my hair reddish brown. I think the color is perfect. My hair is puurrfect.

The whole process took the whole day!!! I was done by 6.30pm!! Can you imagine? From 2.30pm to 6.30pm. Long shit. But it's all worth it shit.

Meet Let my awesome hair dresser. From now on, I will only let him touch my hair. No one else. But sadly he's going to UK in a few months to gain some hair dressing experience. So chun-ted right?

Now everything is purrrfect! *grin*

Shortee boi's relative. Somehow they all look alike *wink*

My hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......

Oh well, hair grows back after all. For the first time, I actually like my short hair =)

After my hair cut, I went to visit a pet store in 1u. I entered alone la, since Shortee boi was busy getting his free contacts lens. I went to check out the puppies. Then the workers there started taking out the puppies for me to carry.

Since when pet store in shopping malls, takes out dogs for you to carry. Yep, a few puppies actually. Must be the new hair cut. Then all the workers starts talking to me about dogs and bla bla bla "like I care".

I guess, my hair did wonders. Haha. *shy shy*

Till next time bi-a-tches.

Peace!

P.s: I noticed that someone has been using my name in vain. It's not that hard to track down who you are. *smiles sweetly*

Reunion and Ser Li's post bday dinner

2009-03-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday, on a random note, we all (highschool buddies) decided to take an excuse to meet up. It all happened in Pavilion.

All of us had lots of drama going on in the beginning, but then finally when we sat down in TGIF we called it truce. Haha.

Gossip Girl drama.

Before we entered TGIF, Ser Li was like
"This is the place where they make ppl stand on their bday right?"

I was like "No la... that was Chilis" *grin*.

Happy Birthday Ser Li!!!

Muahaha.. so many ppl turning 20. I wonder who's next *hint hint* someone petite, drives a kenari, gives tuition to kids and has a boyfriend who is a pilot *grin*.

Peace out.

Henry's 20th Birthday dinner

2009-03-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

Finally someone else joining the big two-OH club.

It's non other than my dear dear beef. Sucka! =)

It started off with a nipple twisting competition between Ahmad and Henry, in front of Chilis. You can imagine how embarrassed we girls are.

Only Ahmad, Kelly, and I attended this dinner since alot of ppl ffk henry. Haha. Vincent joined us later during dinner *smiles*.

After dinner, we all decided to go to the park. Since it was such a beautiful night.

Henry got all hyper all the sudden. He started giving Ahmad a piggy back ride around the park. You should see him in the car park singing his "kucing tetek" song. I dont think I should upload the video, this will make my blog rated 18. *grins*

Anywayz, it was all good. And lastly....

Happy Birthday BEEF!!!

Peace y'all.

Midterm week

2009-03-05T21:41:00.001+08:00

It's midterm week again kids.

And I have no mood to plan nor do anything at the moment.

I dont wanna take a picture.

And I dont wanna study. Sheesh!

Peace out brudder.

Someone's post post post poned bday

2009-02-26T20:58:00.006+08:00

On Monday we decided to meet up for 'someone's post post post poned bday celebration. *grins*

We all were in the dilemma to eat Thai, Vietnam or Western. So we all ended up in Chilis (I love that place).

Chris was trying so hard to be cute in all his pictures *rolls eyes*

Davis hated her food. She was complaining the whole time that her burger was really salty. And so we ignored her thinking it was bullshit or some sort. Hehe =p

Chris aka penguin trying to be cute again. *rolls eyes X2*

An hour later, Davis burger seemed un-touched. When Shortee boi was convinced it was salty, he tried her burger out. And it turns out it was damn fucking salty. And Davis suddenly became the man, commented on the complain card and spoke to the supervisor. She's the man.

It doesnt amaze me that Shortee boi can sleep anywhere anyhow anytime. Thats my girl! =)

Midterm is coming up *screams*

I hope I dont flunk Managerial *ducking* Accounts =.=

See ya later alligator.

Peace out.

Average

2009-02-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

This is just another average day.

Another average meal.

Another average tv show.

Another average brat (brother).

Another average neighbour.

Another average girl.

Peace y'all average ppl! =)

Back to basics

2009-02-15T21:40:00.010+08:00

Wowieeee, finally the time to update!

I wasn't really in the mood for updates for the couple of weeks. So finally here's your update!
Chinese New Year this time was dull, my family didnt go visiting at all.

On the first day of Chinese New Year, we went to Midvalley.

And brat (my little brother) won a phone from the arcade. He won a N85 phone. Lucky bastard.

On the third day of Chinese New Year, I went around visiting with Shortee boi's family. And you can only imagine the stack of ang pows I have. So that's it for Chinese New Year.

On the fourth day of Chinese New Year I fleeeew to the Philippines, Manilla.

Touch down!

I guess the grass is browner in the other side of the road =.= I was hoping for a good vacation since I was going to be there for a week. I was trying to be optimistic, at least I tried.

Their buses looks like a truck. It was unusual.

I went to visit the Ocean Park myself. Oh well, it was not that Ho-Ha to be screaming about. But it was alright.

And I treated myself with the fattening food that I first caught my eyes upon.

On the fourth day of the vacation we changed to another hotel. And no I wasn't horny in that picture =.=

On the last day of my vacation, I couldnt wait to get back home to my bed. Manilla really isnt a place to visit. The city portray a third world country. So you can imagine the mess. There were beggers even outside our hotel. But maybe the islands or other suburbs resort will be better (who knows).

Finally Chinese New Year came to an end and its get-back-to-college for 'us' suckers.

And time to get back to our usual state. Me getting bored.

Ameer being silly.

And Shortee boi who sleeps endlessly.

One day before Valentines Day, Shortee boi and I decided to have dinner then rather than fighting our way in restaurants on the exact date (strategic planning).

We headed to 1u to catch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

It was not a good movie but a great one. I recommend everyone to watch it (except kids below 15). Because it's rather disturbing and unusual. I felt that (in the movie point of view) it's impossible for a person to age backwards. But overall it was a great movie. I love Brad Pitt! I rate this movie 8.5/10. Go watch!

After the 2 and a half hours movie we headed for a 'late' dinner in D'Fortune in Kepong. The whole point of calling it D'Fortune its because they serve fortune cookies.

My fortune cookie said "You can never imagine what your smile could do to other people". Erm do I kill people with my smile? *grin* I kid.

On Valentines day, we decided to go to KL to do some shopping. Little did we know that it was freaking jam. Once we drove out of my house compound it was already jam. Killer jam wei. Tour de Langkawi was on that day. What a bummer.

So Shortee boi brainstormed and finally reach a decision to go Genting! (again).

We went up to Genting to get a drink from Coffee Bean >.<
So that's all for the update! It's time to get back to my assignment and shites.

Tata.

Peace.

Ang pau mari

2009-01-25T16:12:00.003+08:00

Woohooo, it's finally Chinese New Year!

Gosh I bet it's gonna be boring. I'll be going away to the Philippines this holiday. *shakes head* I dont want to gooooo. Skipping college is a bonus point but I dont want to be away from my shortee boi = (

Oh well, recently uni just started, and shortee boi and I were still in the holiday mood, so we decided to go Desa Waterpark. As we arrived there, there were no cars nor anyone in sight.

It's like a ghost town. Turns out it's closed. So we droved all the way to Sunway Lagoon. We were on a tight budget, the entry fee is RM58! Are you kidding me? They so totally overcharge the price for a waterpark. Come on, I can play water at home too =.=

My 2nd penguin. Shortee boi's cousin. *grin*

This is my other pet cat, I caged him in my backyard. He's name is Tigger.

Nah, I'm kidding. But I managed to fool Chris with this.

And this is Snow, my african pimping cat.

One day before Chinese New Year, the bird nest outside my bro's room hatched! Look at that ugly bird. It's mouth is wide open. Snow was fascinated by the birds, I just she wants to make friends with em'.

Anywayz, I'll be away until Chinese New Year ends.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

Peace.

My so-called two-OH celebration

2009-01-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

I actually planned on not blogging on my 20th birthday celebration, and I actually DID NOT plan to celebrate my 20th birthday. I refuse to turn 20 suckers.

The moment I woke up on the 7th of January 2009, I felt old and dry. Gosh, that sucks.

I was supposed to have a small celebration with Shortee boi. Turns out, he has something up he sleeves. He refuses to let me use his phone, he's afraid that I might check his msg-es, giving me excuses such as having 2nd girlfriend =.=

"Har? I got surprise ah?"

Tadaaaa... Youre such a lousy liar la Beef, saying that youre in Johor and shit.

Oh well, it was all good. Thanks Beef, Ben, Kelly and Shortee boi for making me realized I'm finally/already 20! *sarcastic smile*

Peace y'all.

p/s: I feel old.