Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Scars

As I lay asleep in your arms, I watch you sound asleep, so peaceful and alive. I hear your heart beating so calmly and close to me, I felt you were near.

As I studied you, I noticed the scars the past left on you. I felt helpless and heart broken, that I couldnt do anything to change what has happened. I first met you in a very long time ago, but I was never there for you. It torns my heart away seeing you how much pain you've gone through. And I was never there.


First scar was forgiveable.
Second scar was painful.
But the third scar was unbearable.

But I know right now, right here, at this very moment, I can change the worse for the better. I dont want you going through the pain and suffering you've gone. And I will see to that.

Hopefully things will start to look up from now. I do not regret the past, because it changed us for the person we are today. And I'm glad.

You will be happy :) And I promise you that.